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Sunday, October 30, 2005

after today, i really think i worry too much, too many things that i worried about have turned out to be no cause for worry at all =)

i only hope this holds true for the chinese o's tmr

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i'm not so much worried about doing badly and then having to retake, about further destroying my non-existant self-esteem, about being further looked upon with stereotypical eyes as being stupid.

it's about letting God and my tuition teacher down.

God for lifting all my worries, albeit despite the unneccesarity of mine, never give up a chance to glorify Him.

and i wouldnt be able to face my tuition teacher if i fail or do badly, she came today and yesterday and thursday, to tutor me for a total of 8 hours, in which the hours were distributed in a 3-3-2 proportion.

it would just be so wrong to let down people that trust in you so much to do something. i already let mr azmi down, and never really came round to apologising for it.

'im still quite worried about ur vocab. u gotta remember and revise 2nite ya :)'
'ok sure thanks'
'ok. i really wish you can score in this exam so dat u dun nid to retake...'
'i'll try my best :)'

'i know you will. :)'

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sigh.

Friday, October 28, 2005


My blog is worth $5,645.40.
How much is your blog worth?

I Will Carry You - Clay Aiken

Yeah I know it hurts, Yeah I know you're scared walking down the road that leads to who knows where. Don't you hang your
head don't you give up yet when courage starts to disappear I will be right here.

[Chorus:]

When your world breaks down and the voices tell you turn around. When your dreams give out I will carry you, carry you.
When the stars go blind and the darkness starts to flood your eyes. When you're falling behind, I will carry you.

Everybody cries, Everybody bleeds, No one ever said that lifes an easy thing. Thats the beauty of it, when you lose your
way, close your eyes and go to sleep and wake up to another day.

[Chorus]

You should know now that you're not alone. Take my heart and we will find, you will find, your way home.

When your dreams give out I will carry you, carry you. When the stars go blind and the darkness starts to flood your eyes.
When you're falling behind, I will carry you, carry you, I will carry you, carry you, I will carry you, carry you, I will
carry you.


Now i just need someone to carry me.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

since i am feeling insecure i shall be an unoriginal moron and copy daryl who coopied ian and try to ask iTunes for answers

1. Is life dumb?
Ordinary - Train

i'll take that as a yes then
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2. How many people went deaf after the performances today?
1985 - Bowling for Soup

SHOCKING BUT TRUE.
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3. Is (insert name) the biggest bitch ever to have existed?
Enough - Jeremy Camp

I'LL TAKE THAT AS A YES THEN
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4. Is LWMC useless?
We Are - Ana Johnsson

I SO FREAKING KNEW IT.
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5. What did i DO?!?!??!
Here I Am - Planetshakers

.....so my existence is wrong huh
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6. What is wrong with Chris?
Moment of Glory - Sonicflood

?!?!?!??!?!?!??!
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7. What is wrong with me
Knocking on Heaven's Door - Avalon

(see above comment)
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8. iTunes oh iTunes... will i ever get married?!
On the Wings of Love - Westlife

o.O what that means i do not know
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9. Why does chongwee hate me so much no matter how much i try?
Bring Me to Life - Evanescence

so i should stop trying huh...
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10. Why does Chris hate me?
That thing you do - The Wonders

WTF
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11. Is yg5 useless?
All Day - Hillsong

why does everything fit so perfectly?!?!
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12. Is pastor kenneth the sole guardian of usefulness in LWMC?
Famous One - Chris Tomlin

itunes displays tremendous wisdom again.
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13. Is this question useless?
Every Little Thing You Do - Westlife

....NOOOO
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14. Will i get an A for chinese o levels?
This is How we Overcome - Hillsong

okay i'll keep my hopes up then
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15. (oh iTunes... will i ever have sex?)
In Not Of - Avalon

yesyes iTunes be evil just when i trusted in you....

Monday, October 24, 2005

ahem, in view of the coming o levels which i need to do well in, but probably wont anyway, i shall cease blogging for a while (haha now everyone shall die of irony!) unless i feel an urge to.

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its intolerable how some teachers can be so insufferably hypocritical. teachers whose lives revolve around restricting speech and then talking about what makes up life. teachers who have nothing better to do than to hate the whole world and make the whole world hate them. teachers which have nothing to lost in doing so.

hypocrites.

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mymy according to daryl some sec one guy got screwed for flaming teachers, hah i was wondering whether it was this guy -> http://www.xanga.com/simb_o (oh my i do hope i dont get him into trouble)

Saturday, October 22, 2005

aaaahhhhhh eventful day! much to blog about but i am quite tired.

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chinese tuition! ok i really REALLY need to do well in my chinese o's if not my tuition teacher will be very disappointed... so touching arhrghgsh.

hmm it was actually quite serious, but since i just got back from the barbecue, am still pretty hyped up.

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then there was the barbecue itself. but before that there was supposed to be cycling. well there was, but only to go and look for largely incompetent people who walked the wrong way, couldnt find the carpark outside the place which they were in while railing about a yellow and black crane, thought that the whole of east coast park revolved around macdonalds, and somehow managed to walk 2^86024760 km in the wrong direction.

so that was cycling i guess, kenny is an utter road hazard, stay away from him. oh and we encountered a HORDE of BB people walking on the cycling track. -.-" had to cleave our way through them, sadly not in a physical sense.

next big event was the lighting of the fire, what with people getting all their hands, arms, and faces black and stupid ian walking around the pit making snide comments and basically being a useless BUM.

example: "fire is quite cool right?" -.-

the actuall cooking was quite chaotic, with everyone bustling around with the occasional outburst of laughter which is an instant cause of curiosity. i shall attempt to state some things that happened which i can remember

-people rushing for the marshmallows when the fire burns through the grill.
-ali and his friend making an 'artistic' birthday present for their friend.
-chrisong and becky comparing their tongs.
-andrew being completely useless and slappable
-excessive amount of butter spread on the sausages by kenny

-becky leaving and then coming back, with which i responded with "we almost missed you, but we got distracted" how unoriginal, but anyway this resulted in me being chased around for fear of being whacked, then the breaking of becky's slipper, which gave even MORE reason to be whacked. dope.

-me eating a marshmallow that was half carbon
-chrisong saying that she didnt like green tea
-the observing of two boys building a trench on the beach
-chrisong saying that she wanted green tea to try cause she was desperate for a drink.
-dean informing ling siew that prawns are to be eaten without the shells on

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post barbecue games were fun, with the immensely pointless and simple 'number game' being the first to be played. lucky i never guessed the correct number, cause the penalty was to eat a piece of beef/chicken/otah/squid/corn smeared with an EXCESSIVE amount of butter in a 2:1 ratio, courtesy of me and chrisong, speaking of which was the first person to actually try to sabo other people rather than just play safe.

polar bear! what more can be said except that ian and kenny are probably the most unlikely 'hungry-mungry-bungry-lungry' polar bears due to ian being a moron during the sleep periods, and kenny constantly arrowing noone but becky, whom he has developed a mutual hatred with.

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aaah tired, but would give much to do it all over again

Friday, October 21, 2005

(semi) meaningless post-exam school day again. then there is the manifesto.

i personally feel that the colloquium (is that how its spelt?) is a very good idea, but only if the audience is actually interested and actually have the CAPABILITY to understand what the heck is going on.

i might be being stereotypical and judgemental (and a hypocrite), but from what i observed today, i think that the school was under the false impression that IB students are ALL capable of critical thinking, which is also evident is the introduction of POD to IB students ONLY. what with clapping and cheering at irrelevant comments and actions?! got severely pissed off, then i swore really loudly once my threshold broke, sorry to anyone who was unfortunate enough to hear it.

of course above the ruckus nobody heard it but it took me about 2 seconds to regret it.

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i think exasperation has two types, acceptable and too far. of course now ian and daryl are thinking 'ohoho! eric is very pissed about today!'. actually i'm not, i just got inspired by it.

well what i would define as 'too far' would be unnecessary (more that usual) attemps to simply make every action a chore for the person. example: asking someone to pass you something. in a 'too far' scenario, what would usually happen would be that the exaspeRATOR will say no and refuse and do everything possible to prevent that person from getting the object once the person realises that it was a mistake to ask the exasperator to pass him/her the object in the first place

this is of course rounded off with a feeble attempt at final exasperation in the form of "next time if you want it, please ask"

oh well.

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i think its really stupid how people complain about you being grumpy when they are the freaking people that caused the damn grumpiness in the first place.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

hmm how does one start blogging knowing that certain *ahem* DEMANDS are expected from it. stupid ian and daryl.

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spent today feeling tired and pissy and vulgar at that. something just feels really unfulfilling that you are waking up so damn early to go to school with nothing useful waiting in store.

and that your time is wasted over meaningless things like chinese language competition. hm but its not that i do meaningful stuff at home either, but i can at least sleep?

oh no this is when i realise that life after exams is meaningless other than the times spent with people you love, which happens on sunday and during school.

BUT THEN WHY IS GOING TO SCHOOL MEANINGLESS

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in case you people havent realised, in this period of time i am particularly confused over everything. yes that means that i dont know why i am confused. make sense? hope it does.

just because i am unable to sound 'intellectual', just because i am unable to be 'random', just because i am unable to be entertaining is ANY FREAKING WAY..... gah whatever i dont give a fk anymore.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

yay results are out! the apocalypse is OVER AND DONE WITH AHAHAHA.

good. now just to look forward to next year in this freaking stupid cycle that i kinda realised we must enjoy as much as possible

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music team practice was fun, except that now i have been delegated to play some sort of solo part o.o i shall DIE.

becky is amusing and useless at the same time i must say, but then again so are most useless people...

rawrrawr eric has nothing to say except that he is currently freaking out over the scary music in 'murder of sleeping town'

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which is another wc3 mod btw, cheers

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

sigh.... acs was very tricksy today... everyone thought that our results were going to be released... but they didnt! tricksy acs... owe us pushups :P

then we had a briefing by mr alistair chew... haha it was so funny... he ended his briefing very dramatically.... then everyone just went off and didnt care what mdm yvonne lim had to say... sigh why are people like that... i know that everyone doesnt like her just because she seems to nag for no reason and never smiles... and she also came into our class to scold us for no reason... but we should also look at ourselves... if we had cleaned up the class properly she wouldnt have needed to complain about the dirtiness right? maybe we should all just give her a chance... and maybe try to look at the good in her...

the day went on with us supposedly doing our manifesto... haha such a cool name... anyway i just felt so sian... so i didnt do anything about it... then ms phuan got upset when we didnt seem to pay attention when tim was presenting... i feel so sorry for sleeping through the whole thing.... maybe tim actually had something important to say.....

then the day ended with the 'performance' which everyone thought was very lousy... i mean they have good intentions..... cant everyone just see that and not be so critical of them? :(

*here i break out of timmish blogging style*

hmm i fully intend to forget the whole incident this morning, and actually managed to do so about halfway into the day. i concede the giggling over the memory of mr alvin tan rubbing the piece of vegetable in my face on saturday. but i dont think i was fully wrong in hitting kaijun to stop him from swaying and purposefully bumping into me and the person on the other side just because he was bored during prayer.

oh well, let bygones be bygones. (oh my am i being hypocritical?)

however i fail to understand how hitting someone to stop him disturbing during prayer and giggling during the pledge and national anthem is an act of 'religious hypocrisy'. was kinda hurt by that but i suppose he had a good enough explanation :S

rawr results tmr, i shall fail c math, amath, physics, chem, and probably chinese

sigh

(mymy am i being a moron by imitating other people's blogging styles for my own entertainment? =/)

Friday, October 14, 2005

this blog shall remain inactive until eric gets bored of playing BATTLESHIPS/worm war/vampire tag/missile war/resident evil/x hero siege/escape from gay space/shroom world/footmen frenzy.... and maybe dota

bah just when eric gets bored of playing warcraft 3 mods


Tuesday, October 11, 2005

hello ya guys...eric LEE here...

176th time here...

coolness man..

this thing is way too cool...haha...anyways...i like it...

funky funky...hopefully when saturday comes we can all get to know each
other better..yeah...woohoo...hahah...

finally got time to check KoL...

and did ya guys see the rainbow today...so nice man..ok...

whatever eric..hahaha...
talking rubbish..

having random thoughts...

anyway dean/ling want a youth group barbecue...haha..yeah cool..

i dun mind helping to cook except that i suck..haha..so anyway

gotta go...tata..


(w00t ^^)

Sunday, October 09, 2005

oh SIGH! another weekend come and gone. (read: i define the end of the weekend after church is over)

still quite an eventful day so it shall be a long post

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firstly, after a certain unreasonable and overreacting incident which i shant rant about, i got me wondering : do teachers or (and especially) vice principals have authority over their students OUTSIDE SCHOOL?! i mean, so what? just because i belong to the oh-so-illustrious acs, DOESNT MEAN that i have to submit to authority outside school?

like, when i graduate i will come back and slap all the teachers that i hate if they are still around.

ah well, i hate these kind of people who think that they have authority ALL THE TIME.

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after yg, which was rather entertaining and amusing. (yes even for me) its so GOOD! all the hyped up energy stored up through the whole stupid exam week! RELEASED! AHAHAHA.

i think chrisong and becky are psychotic people (paedophiles) who are crazy over little boys and claim that they are their new BOYFRIENDS and that they are so HAWT

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (no daryl i am not jealous -.-)

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mymy i think its so stupid how my younger sis screwed up her own birthday by being a petty twit during lunch

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OH NO CHRIS KNG'S GUITAR BROKE!!! AAAAARGHH!!! I TOLD YOU THE SUN WAS STUPID AND DUMB AND NOW YOU REALISE BUT NOOOOOOO.

this is really one of those "I TOLD YOU SO!!" moments -.-

WHY WONT PEOPLE FREAKING LISTEN?!

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AND OH MY FREAKING GOSH!!!!!!! WHAT ON EARTH!!!!! DARYL!!!!! YOU PSYCHO!!! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME!!! ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE ME SCREAM??!?!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH!!!!

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i fear the 15th of october's evening

Saturday, October 08, 2005

AAARGH MY TERRAPIN PISSED ON ME ITS SO GROSS EWWWW

i mean like, okay i took it out of its tank and out of the water to crawl around on my desk to teach it a lesson for bullying my other turtle

so i pick it up then talk to it and say that its a BAD BAD TURTLE

then it proceeds to PISS ON ME

AAARGH I FEEL SO WRONGED!! YOU DONT PISS ON YOUR MOM WHEN SHE SCOLDS YOU RIGHT?!

sheesh =/

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wow 2/3 of saturday and hence 1/3 of my week end is gone as a result of tuition ending at 4

bleargh and my mum is pissy because i was playing instead of studyng for o levels

sheesh >:(

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maybe i should piss on her

i have taken a greater liking to smsing as mr x is so entertaining!

w00t

Friday, October 07, 2005

yay i shall fail physics, if i dont then.. erm, i will pas everything else

c math paper wasnt THAT hard, but i will lose at least 20 marks for paper 2 because i had to redraw the freaking graph THREE BLOODY TIMES and didnt read the part about "C being a point on the perpendicular bisector of AB"

screw the stupid people who set the exam paper, retards

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on a lighter note i am happy to say that i can SLACK for the rest of the papers, now before mr azmi gets worked up over me saying that adv math is slack let me remind him that i will have two whole free days to study for it before it finally finishes on thursday with great thanks to the screwed up timetabling committee

somehow chinese is just a hinderance in the way, a pest that you know you should be worrying about but quite frankly, dont give a crap about

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seoul garden is 1337

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

what a nice feeling it is to know that you have gotten through your exams and have actually done them well

sadly chem kinda hindered that feeling as i estimate that i shall lose at least 40% minus minus

rawr rainy mornings are good

i hope noone gives a shit about physics *glares at tim* cause we really have learned ZERO, NADA, SQUAT... zilch -.-

i estimate that at least half the class will fail hooray

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

seeing a rainbow on your way to school and having it follow you all the way has this incredible way of bringing you this thing called hope. that plus listening to with every breath also makes you feel rather blessed

hmmm sorry sean for yelling and swearing at you in the morning

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both ihs and lang arts papers were breeze, dont know why so many people didnt get the point of the passage... or maybe mine was wrong but thats just my interpretation

argh chemmy chem looms..
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i hope i see a rainbow tmr on my way to school

Sunday, October 02, 2005

ahh church, too bad i seem to have forgotten how refreshing it was...

my verse for the exams was

Psalms 7:6

Arise, O LORD, in your anger;
rise up against the rage of my enemies.
Awake, my God; decree justice.

doh hope it wasnt too harsh =/

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hmm i suppose i disapprove of people putting studying for exams above coming to church or even youth group. isnt asking help from God more helpful and useful than trying to help yourself? and besides, its about priorities too. alastair raised an excellent point during yg that exam period is quite a hazardous period in the christian walk as it takes our focus off God and puts it unto the end of the exams. then after the exams end the focus is shifted to play...

of course for people who dont work and just pray this is not the case but thats not the point

no kenny i'm not talking about you so dont get all titchy touchy ahah

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daryl's house's kitchen is quite a conducive environment to study in. but then i reallise that prolonged periods of study without breaks will make one feel extremely temperamental and more prone to getting annoyed and frustrated

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my my i do hope i dont get exasperated beyond tolerance during port dickson cause that would be bad

Saturday, October 01, 2005

sigh why do i always feel so inspired after chinese tuition then always lose the interest to blog about it once its over and i just flomp on my bed and relax?

maybe its because my tuition teacher is one of the rare few teachers who have a genuine desire to teach and help people, rather than just the egoistic people who become teachers just to exercise control over other people. maybe its cause she's an intellectual that thinks about world issues and politics.

maybe its because she said matter-of-factly that mdm wrg was a complete failure :D :D :D

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ahh church tmr, i cant wait to have 4 hours (minus minus) of stress free time where i can just relax and not have a care in the world

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maybe if i dont panic during the exams i shall pass

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