hmm how does one start blogging knowing that certain *ahem* DEMANDS are expected from it. stupid ian and daryl.

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spent today feeling tired and pissy and vulgar at that. something just feels really unfulfilling that you are waking up so damn early to go to school with nothing useful waiting in store.

and that your time is wasted over meaningless things like chinese language competition. hm but its not that i do meaningful stuff at home either, but i can at least sleep?

oh no this is when i realise that life after exams is meaningless other than the times spent with people you love, which happens on sunday and during school.

BUT THEN WHY IS GOING TO SCHOOL MEANINGLESS

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in case you people havent realised, in this period of time i am particularly confused over everything. yes that means that i dont know why i am confused. make sense? hope it does.

just because i am unable to sound 'intellectual', just because i am unable to be 'random', just because i am unable to be entertaining is ANY FREAKING WAY..... gah whatever i dont give a fk anymore.