zzz shifted to stereotypicallystupid.blogspot.com, dont ask me why

as if you care..

first day of work today, getting $20/day for 10 days (whatever sean). that would equate to $200 for benefit of the mathematically challenged.

well, in the form it states that we are doing:
-create and update products catalog
-key-in data entry
-final product packaging

in real life we are:
-packing 400 bundles of wires into packets (pun NOT intended) and separating them into boxes of 200 pcs each
-arranging a thick stack of reciepts according to their serial numbers
-disassembling extension units and reassembling them in order to make sure that the six metre wire goes into the 4 socket extension and the three metre wire goes into the 3 socket extension

of course the three metre wire was in the 4 socket extension and the six metre wire was in the 3 socket extension at first

80 units disassembled and reassembled, two pairs of screwdriver worn hands

and of course 'we' refers to me and jtek. (ian dont get jealous!)

while doing the sockets, i wondered whether this was what it was like to be at the bottom rungs of the social ladder, manual labour. perhaps even lower than students.. hmm but oh well at least i get 20 bucks a day for it

-start test-





oooooh now i can access blogger, cool






-end of a useless post-

after today, i really think i worry too much, too many things that i worried about have turned out to be no cause for worry at all =)

i only hope this holds true for the chinese o's tmr

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i'm not so much worried about doing badly and then having to retake, about further destroying my non-existant self-esteem, about being further looked upon with stereotypical eyes as being stupid.

it's about letting God and my tuition teacher down.

God for lifting all my worries, albeit despite the unneccesarity of mine, never give up a chance to glorify Him.

and i wouldnt be able to face my tuition teacher if i fail or do badly, she came today and yesterday and thursday, to tutor me for a total of 8 hours, in which the hours were distributed in a 3-3-2 proportion.

it would just be so wrong to let down people that trust in you so much to do something. i already let mr azmi down, and never really came round to apologising for it.

'im still quite worried about ur vocab. u gotta remember and revise 2nite ya :)'
'ok sure thanks'
'ok. i really wish you can score in this exam so dat u dun nid to retake...'
'i'll try my best :)'

'i know you will. :)'

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sigh.

My blog is worth $5,645.40.
How much is your blog worth?

I Will Carry You - Clay Aiken

Yeah I know it hurts, Yeah I know you're scared walking down the road that leads to who knows where. Don't you hang your
head don't you give up yet when courage starts to disappear I will be right here.

[Chorus:]

When your world breaks down and the voices tell you turn around. When your dreams give out I will carry you, carry you.
When the stars go blind and the darkness starts to flood your eyes. When you're falling behind, I will carry you.

Everybody cries, Everybody bleeds, No one ever said that lifes an easy thing. Thats the beauty of it, when you lose your
way, close your eyes and go to sleep and wake up to another day.

[Chorus]

You should know now that you're not alone. Take my heart and we will find, you will find, your way home.

When your dreams give out I will carry you, carry you. When the stars go blind and the darkness starts to flood your eyes.
When you're falling behind, I will carry you, carry you, I will carry you, carry you, I will carry you, carry you, I will
carry you.


Now i just need someone to carry me.

since i am feeling insecure i shall be an unoriginal moron and copy daryl who coopied ian and try to ask iTunes for answers

1. Is life dumb?
Ordinary - Train

i'll take that as a yes then
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2. How many people went deaf after the performances today?
1985 - Bowling for Soup

SHOCKING BUT TRUE.
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3. Is (insert name) the biggest bitch ever to have existed?
Enough - Jeremy Camp

I'LL TAKE THAT AS A YES THEN
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4. Is LWMC useless?
We Are - Ana Johnsson

I SO FREAKING KNEW IT.
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5. What did i DO?!?!??!
Here I Am - Planetshakers

.....so my existence is wrong huh
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6. What is wrong with Chris?
Moment of Glory - Sonicflood

?!?!?!??!?!?!??!
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7. What is wrong with me
Knocking on Heaven's Door - Avalon

(see above comment)
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8. iTunes oh iTunes... will i ever get married?!
On the Wings of Love - Westlife

o.O what that means i do not know
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9. Why does chongwee hate me so much no matter how much i try?
Bring Me to Life - Evanescence

so i should stop trying huh...
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10. Why does Chris hate me?
That thing you do - The Wonders

WTF
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11. Is yg5 useless?
All Day - Hillsong

why does everything fit so perfectly?!?!
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12. Is pastor kenneth the sole guardian of usefulness in LWMC?
Famous One - Chris Tomlin

itunes displays tremendous wisdom again.
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13. Is this question useless?
Every Little Thing You Do - Westlife

....NOOOO
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14. Will i get an A for chinese o levels?
This is How we Overcome - Hillsong

okay i'll keep my hopes up then
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15. (oh iTunes... will i ever have sex?)
In Not Of - Avalon

yesyes iTunes be evil just when i trusted in you....

ahem, in view of the coming o levels which i need to do well in, but probably wont anyway, i shall cease blogging for a while (haha now everyone shall die of irony!) unless i feel an urge to.

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its intolerable how some teachers can be so insufferably hypocritical. teachers whose lives revolve around restricting speech and then talking about what makes up life. teachers who have nothing better to do than to hate the whole world and make the whole world hate them. teachers which have nothing to lost in doing so.

hypocrites.

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mymy according to daryl some sec one guy got screwed for flaming teachers, hah i was wondering whether it was this guy -> http://www.xanga.com/simb_o (oh my i do hope i dont get him into trouble)