Mood: sianz....
Music: Way Away by Yellowcard

blah, today was a dumb day... i shall rant and rant (and rant and rant and rant...)

why are some subjects just so pointless and stupid? like all the sciences... what possible practical use could there be for such dumbass subjects? apart from finding a job of course... isn't the way the world works just bloody stupid...

POINT: sciences are useless and the system is retarded

not to mention that some already useless subjects are further crapped up by equally useless teachers... i am really beginning to hate language arts b and that stupid piece of crap for my teacher... i hate to say this but she is as bad as xsh, if not worse, at least you can ignore xsh by just not listening to her, she doesnt say anything useful anyway, but in this retard's class you cant even close your eyes without her asking "is he okay?".... to noisy say fish market, not noisy say damn noisy, almost quiet say noisy, totally silent then say too quiet...

POINT: SUSEELA SHOULD JUST BLOODY MAKE UP HER DAMN MIND.... B!+(1-1...

ah at least chemistry prac was fun, despite it being my worse subject, apart from physics.... i just suck at sciences lah, and my math is slipping as well...

POINT: school just sucks. it gets more sian day by day...

oh and so do uyos, exactly wth is the point of them? leadership skills my ass... too bad but if noone's interested then how can there be leaders? damn the first people who ever stareted abusing their juniors... then the juniors abuse their juniors all the way until now... retards. who ever came up with the stupid rule that you must shout and use caveman language when commanding a platoon? or doing anything military related for that matter...

POINT: UYOs are retarded...

oh and too bad... i'm ANGSTY... LIVE WITH IT

-.-

Mood: Delirious
Music: Here Without You.... AGAIN

oh wait the first thing to explain my mood would be this

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face... {stillonmylonelymind.blogspot.com} says:
chris hates me bah bah

MastaPo totally pauleric, as some would say says:
see lah i ask you let me read your sms to give advice just now you don't want

MastaPo totally pauleric, as some would say says:
SEE

MastaPo totally pauleric, as some would say says:
I TOLD YOU

in case you're wondering the retard is PAUL.... OMG THIS IS HILARIOUS... AHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH

ok school sucked today, tuesdays always suck cause there is like one of every single period.. draggy crap...

BORING

nothing else except me screweing around during art... must have put like 2 cm of white paint on that piece of board ^^"

nothing else nothing else

bye bye

STUPID STORY BLOG PPLE UPDATE YOU LAZY BUGGERS!!!

Mood: LOL
Music: crap animations from ebaumsworld =)

school was rather mundane today...

went to eat lunch with ian and jtek after school... haha stupid jtek.. i think he got damn pissed off at us...

Ian: "shh dont disturb us..."

Me: "yeah we're too busy daoing you..."

Jtek: "why you pissass......" *reaches behind to pinch us*

haha didnt do much walking around... just ate lunch and left

came back, stoned on the comm... played along to some songs... when suddenly...

OH MY SON DAVID'S ONLINE!!!! AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHH!!!! WHAT HAS THIS WORLD COME TO!!!! I BET I GOT 100% FOR MY TERM AVERAGE AND DARYL HO IS AS THIN AS IAN!!!!!

madness....

DINNER

here i am now... going through stupid flash animations on ebaumsworld... linked a couple... chris kng this is all your fault.... =)

haha

Mood: Humoured =)
Music: Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney

in case you pple were wondering... it's always the same old songs cause i have those five songs on permanent loop on my music player... so ya... =)

HAPPY EASTER TO EVERYONE!!!

haha todays church service was good... whee i keep singing properly... stupid sleeping pple... so retarded... come to church for what?! anyway the sermon was constructive... i took down notes bwahahhaha =)

oh yes theres one thing that really made my day... i went to church early... then my church worhsip leader came up to me and said that he has been noticing that i have been improving A LOT since the youth jam last year... i sucked like CRAP then... amazing what you can do when you are determined no? anyway he said that he was considering putting me into the church worship team!!! WOO HOO!!! ahahahha that is just so great... cant be more excited than this... he said he'd give me a few lessons before making a decision ^^" pray for me k?

haha my mom's gonna get me a semi-electric guitar if my term average is 70 and above... and my church worship leader says he can help me pick out the guitar... pray for me again... ^^"

ate a crap load of chocolate from the HUGE bag of hersheys nuggets my dad bought from the states...

read foxtrot comics till i slept..

ate dinner...

blogging now...

oh yeah and i learned how to play 40 kinds of sadness ^^"

bye

Mood: Sentimental
Music: Here without you by 3 Doors Down

ahhh new blogskin... new site...

the last url was totally irrelevant after a while... lol... and i wanted a new blogskin, but i got bored with browsing through all of them that i settled with this... so until i get a new blogskin... i'm stuck with this, or crappy minima black... like it? haha looks like fab's one i know =)

well i didnt do much today except stone around at home for the whole day until it was time for discipleship... second last session :'(

argh that means i have to talk about some kinda issue...

"I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me...."

never have i found a song that i can relate to so much... thanks kenneth for sending it to me =)

what exactly is love? are crushes and infatuations considered love? whats the difference between "loving" and "liking"? is the girl of my dreams really the one for me?... so many questions... all running through my head at night, i am an unsure person... thats why i seek the help of others...

nowadays i think i've had a definite upturn in terms of my cheerfulness and overall impression of life... if you can find a reason to live, hold on to it... if you find something worth living, worth waiting for, hold on to it... if you find a person whom you truly, deeply love, never let her/him go...

maybe i've become more open about my feelings about... her... i think its the songs she asked for... i've been listening to them a lot... just, so meaningful... so easy to relate to....

Beautiful soul by Jesse McCartney
40 kinds of sadness by Ryan Cabrera
Exit to exit by Ryan Cabrera
Here without you by 3 Doors Down
Let me go by 3 Doors Down

i've been listening to these songs, playing along the best i can, trying my best to sing. when i sing i sing to an invisible audience. whether i sing properly depends on who that invisible audience is, like during church worship i sing properly, when i'm playing love songs... i sing properly...

so to all of you out there who love or are loved... good luck =)

Mood: happy
Music: 40 kinds of sadness by Ryan Cabrera

*title edited because it was out of point....*

Whee... kenny and daryl came to my church today... nice easter service...

after service was freaking hectic cause i had to be split into 4... parents for money to go out with kenny and daryl... kenny and daryl... discipleship group leader... and chris... sigh....

"I feel 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone
I feel the same thing always happens when you're gone
And I know you're just around the corner
But just around the corner is not enough
It's not enough"

:'(

ok once that was over... then went with kenny and daryl to the mrt station... kenny is such a retard... he refuses to walk all the way to the end of the station (the end of the train)... cause apparently theres NO POINT... well fine maybe there is no point... but theres no point staying there too... then he refused to be boliao and take nel to dhoby ghaut... claiming that if we took nel we would have to "walk very far" -.-

then we had problems deciding where to freaking eat... stupid daryl it's all your fault for wanting to be a vegetarian... so in the end we took away from fast food outlets and just sat down at some place to eat cause there were no seats in the restaurant...

watched this spastic boy play halo outside a comic book store... geez.. even i could have played better than him... why?! cause i know how to look at the MOTION SENSOR -.- this guy was getting thrashed by grunts and trying to go up and melee everybody to death... stupidity personified... haha i think i said the word "retarded" too loud and his mom heard me... LOL

went to yamaha to ogle at stuff i cant afford... sigh...

then went to times and freeload off comics and stupid jokebooks...

now we were bored of PS and decided to go to orchard... went there... walked about five metres and we were stopped by this crazy lunatic that was trying to spread the gospel to us.. haha... it was really hilarious... former staff sergeant from ncc(sea) go ask daryl and kenny for details =)

walked up and down orchard road for NO APPARENT REASON. went to cineleisure for nothing... walked back all the way to where we started.. said hello to the above mentioned guy... then we stopped at the entrance to orchard mrt station...

ARGH stupid daryl and kenny.. peer pressuring freaks... oh well at least i escapes when they got waylaid by YET ANOTHER one of those flyer freaks.. ahahahhaha

stoned at home for the rest of the time until now...

tata

Mood: Joyous
Music: The Best Day of My Life by Jesse McCartney

great day...

unconstructive but harmless chinese lesson...

PE rocked... ahaha felt like giving up after the 2nd round... tan see keng was right... so i pushed on... and somehow managed to get FOURTH PLACE -.- and ding was 3 secs in front of me and kenny was 5 seconds behind... mwahhahhaha... 3 kilometres in 14 minutes and 38 seconds... proud of it... but still... 17 seconds and 1 year too late.. -.-

IHS and lang arts b consisted of chong wee treating me like how a straight guy would treat a girl on a date... making out... eeeuuurgh.. but it was entertaining anyway.. since ihs and lang arts b are BOOOOOOOOORING

C math was fun... argh.. its like everytime when theres a math period looming i feel like its so sian.. but it always turns out to be nice and interesting.. haha =)

Chem prac... what can i say... simply hilarious... LOL... its such a simple practical... yet so fun =) what with bill chia running around and nagging about how we take too long to clean up AT THE START... then say that we are cockanathans for breaking so much stuff... then his whole idea of KNIGHTING us... whee me and ted kin are the chief knights... i got knighted FOUR times... for various reasons...

refuse to post anything about sl...

maundy thursday service was both meaningful and nice... i dunno why but i'm beginning to dislike pple who like fool around during service... like use their handphones and laugh... so irritating -.-

....the smile on your face lets me know when you need me.... =)

haha long time since i actually posted a proper blog post...

bye

AHAHHAHA THE CD HAS BEEN BURNT!!!!

Mood: Jubilant
Music: Songs that i just acquired...

OH MY SON I FINALLY GOT EM ALL!!!! AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGH I GOT ALL THE SONGS!!!! YAYAYAYAYYAYAYYAYA!!!!

now just to trust that my dad will burn them properly by tmr... ahhahahah

today was another good day cause i skipped half of chinese to talk to loo about XSH.... appaarently XSH's degree is supposed to be damn high.. highest in the school...

WHATEVER!!! SHE'S STILL ONE HECK OF A BITCH!!!

maybe we should give her a chance.... YEAH RIGHT

ok i am tired so i shall go and sleep... sweet dreams to myself...

bye bye

Mood: Satisfied
Music: Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartheny

school was ok...

pe was fun... ran like mad... came in like 6th out of 22... haha...

stupid xsh confronted me about my painfully honest zhou ji... the truth really hurts doesnt it -.-

art was quite fun lah... actually knew what i was doing for once...

my parents are pretty much okay towards me now... talked to my mom about why i was so resentful... see julian.. i'm not so ANGSTY anymore

bah... i need THREE MORE SONGS!!! HELP!!!

bye

Mood: light hearted (despite stupid comm screwing up when i was about to publish -.-)
Music:

Ahh.. first day of school after the "break"... new term.. but it doesnt really feel new... everyone's probably feeling depressed or whatever cause school started... but to me its okay what... wasnt really affected... haha... =)

adv math: passed test even though azmi said i failed -.-
chem: i got commended by PEXX for a "good practical".. right
lang arts b: dammit i should have done stupid chinese work
IHS: (see above)
lang arts a: damn sleepy *yawn*
physics: oh wow so i scored high for the quizzes.. but i'm not allowed to be happy cause pple will just put me down again -.-

NO CHINESE... probably why it was so great and didnt ruin my day, stupid XSH, retard crap of a human... waste of food -.-

why are pple liddat... argh anyway i'd say it wasnt that bad... considering it was the first day of school...

let me go-3doors down
since U been gone-kelly clarkson
emotional-diana degarmo
exit to exit-ryan cabrera
40 kinds of sadness-ryan cabrera

hey anyone got these songs PLEASE send them to me... i need them by thursday... thanks... stupid ares got problem, and emule is unreliable crap -.-

whee... things are starting to look up for me... i hope

ciao..

Mood: Nice and happy... for now at least
Music: stupid musicmatch jukebox...

ahh blogging so early!! just came back from church..

went to church early for no reason whatsoever... thats what i told my parents anyway... haha... played along with the church band as they were practising...

funny palm sunday skit...

worship was GOOD... i only screwed up at some parts and pple clapped.. hahahahhahahha.... pity i had to ditch great in power to play above all cause great in power was played during the service already...whoo... my with every breath rocked!!! hahaha

back to stupidity and sadness once youth group ended... got into the car and came home.. here i am now.. ahahha

THINGS THAT ANNOY ME OVER MSN:
-pple that constantly make typo errors...
-pple that type a message then delete it... you know the (whoever) is typing a message thingy... bloody irritating when you are expecting a message then it goes off
-pple that take damn loooooooooooong to reply
-pple that are "busy", "away" or whatever when they actually ARENT
-pple that appear offline for no good reason.. i only do that when i play full screen games...
-pple that keep using the same phrases over and over again

blah thats about it... just needed to say it out someday.. haha

maybe i'll do shoutouts one day... when i'm incredibly bored and need sth to blog about...

hmmm

Mood: i feel good...
Music: With Every Breath...

firstly i wanna say that that song is like the most meaningful song EVER... thank you so much ian for sending it to me.. i knew it was great, but the recording is so... soulful, i must play that song everyday... this song never fails to lift me up and feel that life is actually worth living, anyone wants it... i'll be glad to give it to you =)

incidentally i am leading worship for my youth group tmr.. wish me luck, was nervous but now i'm NOT.... haha

spent the whole day playing computer, guitar, trying to escape from reality... i feel so stressed out, with no idea why, i finished all my cwsd what... oh well

so please wish me luck for tmr, pray for me and wish me a meaningful worship session with minimal screw ups... thanks..

oh and happy birthday julian...

=)

Mood: quite good actually...
Music: None lah....

ahah today comprised of alternating comm playing and chang wen shuo duan in the morning... like i do one then play liero game... and eventually...

I FINISHED THEM ALL

MWAHAHHAHA

okay then the afternoon was crap cause the whole time was spent trying to fix the damn internet... got pretty stressed out...

and now i found the problem.... THE STUPID ROUTER, i mean like.. wtf lah, i spend the whole time getting stresed out and paranoid about spyware and turns out its the ROUTER?!?!??!

discipleship class... only two more sessions.. so sad.. :'(

okay i dont have much to post today cause i pretty much did the same thing over and over again... so...

BYE

Mood: Crazy (for christ... haha)
Music: Now that you're near by Hillsongs

ahahahha i am going crazy on my guitar just like yesterday, jumping around and strumming sooper hard and doing all sorts of stupid rock star crap, trying to do anyway... HAHHAHAHA

okok so today was started off by meeting azmi and kenny for math consultation

then went to azmi's house

then went to watch hitch....

AHHAHAHAH THE SHOW ROCKS MUST GO AND SEE IT!!! but cannot spoilerrererererre you pple so I SHALL SHADDUP.... MWAHAHHAH

oh yes and i didnt blog yester day cause stupid blogger screwed up...

NATIONAL STORY BLOG UPDATING DAY!!! AHHA

BYEBYE

*HOLD ME IN YOUR ARMS... NEVER LET ME GO, I WANNA SPEND ETERNITY WITH YOU....*

=)

Mood: Hopeful
Music: Come Clean by Hilary Duff

ahh today had stupid ncc shit, oh well at least it was rather interesting, about the gun and stuff

OTO MELERA... WOW

came back, jammed on guitar for quite a bit, turned on comm, mum not happy, go down for dinner...so now i have to set my own utensils an plate and cups cause i apparently "wont help to set the table"... ok fine, thats good enough for me...

and i have a bunch of spastic names:
Dick name: Meat n Potatoes
Sex name: Drilling for oil
Porn star name: Rod Steel (courtesy of julian and blogthing)

STORY BLOG PPLE CAN YOU PLEASE FREAKING UPDATE?!

bye

Mood: pissed
Music: none

okay i am not gonna bother rewriting everything there was before my internet gave out as i was posting -.-

-discipleship retreat was fun
-ncc tmr
-combats boots are gay
-number 4 uniform is gay
-uyos are gay

life sucks, so there

Mood: Sick and tired of this world...
Music: On the way down by Ryan Cabrera

haiz sunday... church

church worship was good today i admit, even though the songs werent really to my liking... youth group was kinda dumb, only 6 pple came... bleh

came home, caught up on all the tv i missed during the week... mom screaming that i watch to much tv... like bloody hell i never watch during the whole week lah, even without the cruise

went to fish and co. for dinner, nice food... celebrate dad coming back from usa

went to buy guitar string cause the screwed up thing broke

mom lecture me about not using the money she gives me to buy food to put in my savings..

i think there is something seriously screwed up about the way my family works, i think it is too restrictive, and all these restrictions put together make me discontent and full of angst, like not being able to watch relity tv cause its too late... forcing me to watch it on weekends, all at one go, causing my mom to scold me for excessive tv screening, how retarded. and also there is their refusal to get me stuff that i want, i know it may seem to be a spoilt brat's remark, but i have been longing and longing for an electric guitar, for a year now... and its not a "mindless" thing like an xbox like my parents call it... its a musical instrument used to relieve emotions... maybe if they just freaking LOOKED AT IT THIS WAY they might consider getting me one... stupid remarks about how i wont appreciate it if they give it to me the moment i asked... how long have i been asking? you wont take care of it... havent i taken good care of azmi's guitar? its simply ridiculous to ask me to save up for it... 500 bucks... i'm about a quarter there... ands half the money was from cny, go figure how long it'll take me...

every little thing i dislike about this family could be changed, just that my parents dont choose to do that, they think its a learning experience... i vow that if i ever have kids, i'd understand them the best i can and let them go...

im such a sad case...

Mood: Sianz...
Music: Great in Power by Hillsongs

SPORTS DAY IS GAY... nuff said, stupid retards
yay my dad came back from usa with a hillsong songbook and a cd for me... ahahah, was jamming to the songs like crap... sounded so much better than all the gay sec fours combined... -.-
liero x rocks
ok since everyone's still hyped up from the cruise...

Things i did on the cruise:
-wish that i had brought azmis guitar to play
-wish that yvonne lim was dead
-wish that the sec four worship band was dead
-wish that ian cheong was gagged and bound and thrown overboard to be sodomised by whatever creatures from ocean hunter
-wish that stupid sloke didnt lock my sim card <_<
-wish that i could just go and smash the damn guitars
-screw around with climbing up people's beds
-nothing for futurescape
-run around barefoot throughout the entire length of the ship
-screamed a lot during ocean hunter and gathered a large crowd
-wanted so much to try out that guitar game
-learned how to play mahjong
-learned that formal dinners are GAY
-got to know the PEXX better and found out that he was damn funny
-got engaged in a pillowfight against overwhelming odds
-found out that ALL sec ones were all GAY and RETARDED and SPASTIC... with exceptions of course
-learned that the sec two in our group rocked
-learned that harrison is damn guai kia and sleeps damn early, leaving his phone vulnerable to bo liao pple like me, ian and kaijoon
-wish that i HAD MORE MONEY
-wish that i had money to buy sovenieurs for pple back in spore....
-learned that the tv in the rooms are retarded and show computer screens and that the sound is determined by whether the light switch is on or off
-learned that lame stuff, no matter how old or stupid, when used in the right situations, is still damn funny
-found out that me and the band members werent the only ones that thought the worship was CRAP, take the PEXX for example... proves that it is not a biased opinion
-found out that the only songs i like in daryls iPod are the linkin park ones
-think at night when i lie in bed and its quiet with no disturbances about... stuff and the meaning of life, and silent prayer of course

gah thats all i can think of for now, maybe one day i'll do shoutouts cause everyone seems to be doing it... haha

SEC FOURS STILL SUCK

haha sorry the posts are so long... theres so much to blog about =)

continued from previous post.....

hokay now that we're done bitching... lets highlight the good parts about the cruise, which made it so great... =)


First day: did nothing much, invaded julian's room, fought through defences and reached the HORNBURG!!! MWAHAHHAHAH, despite julian's noble efforts to deter my assault... oh yes and then gen huong came along when me julian and tim were talking crap like our fetishes and the difference between LCM and LCE... perky and flaccid... riiiiight. so i was happily tucked into bed in julians room when fat lippy boy ryan decided to pop up and demand his bed back... retard

Second day: futurescape crap, but the real fun was at night, hmmm okay... first went to julian's room, then we decided to follow julian who was wearing his moron shark hat to go intercept kaijoon on his way up. when we met up with kaijoon guess what? RETARD JULIAN LEFT THE CARD KEY IN THE ROOM AND WE WERE LOCKED OUT... so me and kaijoon went to my room and get some crap stuff and when we came out guess what? THE MORONS WERE GONE... so we went to look for them all over the place... oh yes and my shoes were in julian's room so i ran around the ship barefoot -.-. eventually i somehow lost kaijoon and was left to wander the corridors by myself... so scary.. LOL. then i remembered the stupid mahjong freaks so i went to the mahjong room and sure enough they were there, accompanied by PEXX. hah at least i learned how to play mahjong =) then after mahjong was done i found julian, so i went to his room. i went to put my stuff back in my room and found daryl and kenneth in my room. i was bored. a pillow fight started. HAH. so then i retreated back to julians room... and jian yang calls to ask us to go to his room for 7 up... -.- so we go, and we find ian inside his room. then me and gen huong decided to leave jian yang's room and go to kenneth's room, where we found daryl kenneth chongwee and sean... thats when the real screwing around started... we got ian to come over and immediately ian went hyper and started laughing uncontrollably. not to mention the fact that they were making out on the sec one's bed... i was busy trying to invade daryl ho's bed, futile attempts, got crushed... the sec one came in and we screwed around even more cause kaijoon also came... ok star trek was screening on the tv... and we had a bunch of really retarded convos:

Eric: EH DARYL!!!
Daryl Ho: what...
Eric: NOTHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANG!!!!

*everybody laughs like crap*

Eric: whats that green shit up there? (referring to star trek show)
CW: *laughs uncontrollably* (referring to daryl ho wearing a green shirt)
Everybody: *laughs along with chongwee*

oh yes and the sec one rocks, i think he was damn amused... see him laughing like mad

then we were chased out of kenny's room cause he apparently needed to sleep. so we went to my room, then went back to kenny's room, then went back to my room, then went back to kenny's room, then went to ian's room, then went to harrison's room, screwed his ngage calendar, then went to ian's room to sleep, stupid chongwee and his funny insults... what paramecium and crap like that... so damn funny

Third day: nothing much happened lah

ok fine so the cruise wasnt that bad after all.... =)

Mood: Refreshed
Music: Everyday by Hillsong

wah lau... cruise was... uneventful

Bitching topics
-SEC FOUR WORSHIP BAND: like wtf man, what kind of shit lah... which retard uses the acoustic guitar for plucking and the classical guitar for strumming? -.-" joshua hoe's strumming is horrendous and ian cheong's just a stupid waste of food... haiz, and the theme song was CRAP, only played one way once and it was TOO FAST and the only instrument playing was the BLOODY CLASSICAL GUITAR accompanied by joshua hoe's crap strumming... sigh maybe it's just resentment from not being able to play cause we freaking asked too late... geez... -.-... to band members : have you ever felt like going up there, snatch their instruments away from their inworthy hands and play? sec fours suck...

-YVONNE LIM: fancy bitching about a bitch... anyway through this cruise i realised that her voice is SUPER IRRITATING... even worse than joshua hoe's strumming, and thats saying sth.. -.- "ehehehe if you people sleep too late i shall impose SLEEPING TIMES!!!" geez even if there WERE sleeping times, who would follow them? even teachers dont give a damn what she says and lets us be... i dream that one day the whole audience will hate her so much and realise that theres really nothing she has other than her authority, and then go up and gag her and bound her and stuff her into the nearest studio and get the sec four worhsip band to play all day and all night, then when she finaly cant take it anymore, then they shall all be GASSED TO DEATH!!! MWAHAHHAHAH

-FORMAL DINNER: ahh so we dress up as freaking retards to eat food that is bloody expensive and tastes like CRAP... makes so much sense right? -.-" just bring us to a freaking fast food outlet man... the stupid ham was SO BLOODY SALTY... the morons obviously sprinkled the whole plate with salt cause even the MELON PIECES WERE SALTY... at least playing with the glasses were fun...

-CRAP ROOMS: oh man these are called CABINS?! look they are so small that if you stuff like four pple inside them, if one of them farts... THE WHOLE FREAKING ROOM WILL STINK LIKE SHIT... YES THIS IS DEDICATED TO YOU JULIAN, YOU AND YOUR SAVING UP FARTS SINCE SEC ONE... -.-" oh and the room toilets are like the ones on the airplane... and there is NO REFRIGERATOR and NO KETTLE... however, for some curious reason, there is an ICE CONTAINER... ARE YOU RETARDS TRYING TO MOCK US OR ARE YOU JUST PLAIN RETARDED...

-EXPENSIVE SHIT: $4.50 for a canned drink. nuff said

hmm thats about it for now..

oh and is case you were wondering, i am relieved cause i am actually listening to a proper band play songs properly

sec fours suck...

*EDIT*
-FUTURESCAPE: ARGH I CANT BELIEVE I FORGOT THIS... anyway so futurescape is "modelled after fps"... how bout just say its a direct ripoff and shaddap with crap... oh wow so we sit in a crap place where we watch people go up and make a fool of themselves by presenting UTTER BULLSHIT... cant believe that was like the whole point of the cruise... since that was the only vaguely "educational" thing about the cruise...



SEC FOURS STILL SUCK

Mood: SIGH... bored of life...
Music: I Just Wanna Live by Good charlotte (how ironic)

sigh, gep camp was totally lame and unproductive, stupid panel discussion, stupid opening address, stupid worship, stupid ian cheong, stupid lousy lead guitarist/singer, stupid mike in front of the amp, stupid yvonne lim, stupid bitching, stupid futurescape, stupid sec ones, stupid pexx, stupid chem assignment....

how bleak is life man...

bored...

Mood: Sentimental
Music: Only One by Yellowcard

hey pple... today was a not so crappy day cause there was holiday for us. woke up at 8, played liero till one... good right?

had my very first proper guitar lesson at 2:30... mwahahahha... advanced worship dynamics man...

came back, forgot to buy strings for azmi's guitar... looks like i'll just be stuck playing five strings guitar.. or i can practise bass.... i am proud to say that i can keep up with the bass line on all day... thank you very much... stupid small e string, broke when i was playing, so dumb -.-"

maybe i should start being a little philosophical... haha... about friendship

ok everyone has friends, even a bloody outcast like me has friends... i know for most of you friends seem closer to you than your family could ever be. i feel exactly that way.

i can tell my friends things i could never tell my parents, they wont understand. i feel like killing whenever they say things like "i understand how you feel" "i know what you're thinking" "dont think i dont know what you're up to"... i mean like seriously, how can they say such blatant lies? maybe they dont know it but i am a lot deeper than the rude rebellious son they have, that they favour less than their wonderfully gifted sisters...

which is why i seek comfort and refuge in talking and confiding in my friends, especially if they wholeheartedly agree with you and give you advice so that maybe your life wont be so crappy... that you should cheer up...

Everybody need a few true friends, people that will do their utmost help to do stuff, people to provide care that parents could never do. i dont know whether i have real true friends... but i can tell you. you know you are true friends with someone when you know that you can shout and scream at that person, beat him up, abuse him, and still know that at the end of it all, you will still be friends. you know you are true friends with someone that you can dont interact with them, watch them make new friends, and still know that you will be friends anyway. you know that you have a true friend in someone when you take him for granted and vice versa.

so pple, if you have true friends, treasure them, you wont be able to make it through school without them...


bleh

Mood: Spiritual...
Music: One Way by Hillsongs

ahh today's church worship was crap, as it always is when there's holy communion, but after service there was a youth group meeting thingy, worhip was DAMN GOOD...

ONCE AGAIN

Jesus Christ, I think upon Your sacrifice
You became nothing, poured out to death
Many times I’ve wondered at Your gift of life
And I’m in that place once again
I’m in that place once again

Once again I look upon the cross where You died
I’m humbled by Your mercy and I’m broken inside
Once again I thank You
Once again I pour out my life

Now You are exalted to the highest place
King of the heavens, where one day I’ll bow
But for now, I marvel at Your saving grace
And I’m full of praise once again
I'm full of praise once again

Once again I look upon the cross where You died
I’m humbled by Your mercy and I’m broken inside
Once again I thank You
Once again I pour out my life

Thank You for the cross
Thank You for the cross
Thank You for the cross, my friend

i think this song rocks... pity it isnt very popular, cant find it on ares, any one have it PLEASE SEND IT TO ME... thank you very much =)

mum still being a bitch...

internet still screwing up...

phantasy still not updated...

BUT IT WAS STILL A NICE DAY!!!

=)

Mood: Cheerful
Music: Numa Numa by Zone(?)

hi all.... tis the weekend... time for relaxation yah?

oh well but i didnt have a relaxing day. fine so i played a shit load of liero, caught up with tv by watching survivor and the amazing race, which i dont know who got eliminated because my mom couldnt help me tape properly and doesnt let me watch..

my mom hads been a damn f***ing bitch today, nuff said. yelling at me cause i left my comm on and my sis did, but she didnt scold my sister, biased scumbag. making a big damn bloody fuss just cause i didnt say hi to her when she came back. screaming that i didnt help set the table when i was feeding my beloved fish... howling about how i ate in my room when she saw the tupperware, THAT CAME FROM MY SCHOOL BAG... the list goes on. all of you are blessed not to have such a bitch for a mother. treasure it.

oh yes and today i realised the term "whatever" is damn bitchy... like in a convo, you tell someone something, and he/she's like, wateva/wadeva/whatEVER, it's real damn pissing off...

blah now that i'm done bitching, i shall go play somemore liero, where the comm's name is called XSH...

bye

Mood: full of angst...
Music: Bring me to Life by Evanescence

ahh today was a crap day, as usual...

POD was fun

Adv math test was stressful

played guitar with azmi, quite fun

ncc admin meeting... pissing off cause pple kept saying that i suck at guitar without even analysing... depressing watching retards play like crap -.-

went home

came out

discipleship class

home

the end of yet another crappy day

ahh thx daryl for your poem... maybe you can help me interpret it? haha...

Mood: Pretty stressed out...
Music: Complicated by Avril Lavigne

ah today was real crap

stupid tests... all so suck

chinese test fail, math test fail (oh well at least only 6 pple passed), chem confirn fail... haiz... today was a depressing day

whoo i didnt even run properly for pe cause i dint feel like it, somehow i only feel like running properly on the test itself... sigh

not much to blog about today, just another crappy day thats slightly crappier than usual...

oh well adv math test tmr, gotta go study, try to pull up my grades a bit, maybe i'll post later again.

cya

Mood: Confused... about stuff...
Music: I'm addicted to you by Simple Plan

haha nice song... sums up my feelings about... something, or somebody for that matter... =)

today was quite a nice day but it was screwed up cause i confirm fail my math test and i slept through the ending of r&j.... and i actually had a proper post that was being published when my internet screwed up... sorry lah cant be bothered to type it out again...

whee... lets talk about music...

see my title? usually the music influences my mood... maybe sometimes if you people hav time, stop and think about the lyrics of the song, sometimes you may even be able to listen to the song.

do it, then you'll understand what i mean

ciao...

Mood: Bored... so sian
Music: Running after you by Planet Shakers (bored cause i listened to it too many times =))

ahhh... today was an interesting day

too bad i couldnt go to ian's house in the morn cause too many pple were going already... think i'll go during the march hols.... anyway it wasnt that bad cause i played liero for FOUR HOURS STRAIGHT... not including the time taken to install aoe2 on the com... haha i realised so many new things about the game that i never knew... like the game is meant to be played with RELOAD TIME and 100 HEALTH... not like ZERO RELOAD TIME and 10000 HEALTH...

must be realistic mah... since when can you shoot an entire stream of CHIQUITA BOMBS and not even damage ten percent of the total health? its simply insane... and some weapons like the rifle are meant for sniping, thus they are so powerful..... its meant to be a SINGLE SHOT weapon... not an AUTOMATIC ONE... its simply too powerful with zero reload time, even with 10000 health...

anyway ceremony was boring, at least i had daryl next to me, not that bad, until he started smsing me crap. aha, then fabriz who was sitting on the other side of daryl decided to sing... then i joined in... was pretty fun... until our throats became hoarse that is.

after that our fps group went to kfc to have dinner cum discussion about fps with azmi...

then i went home

the end. gotta go study math and do stupid chem assignment.... bye bye