Mood: Sentimental
Music: Only One by Yellowcard

hey pple... today was a not so crappy day cause there was holiday for us. woke up at 8, played liero till one... good right?

had my very first proper guitar lesson at 2:30... mwahahahha... advanced worship dynamics man...

came back, forgot to buy strings for azmi's guitar... looks like i'll just be stuck playing five strings guitar.. or i can practise bass.... i am proud to say that i can keep up with the bass line on all day... thank you very much... stupid small e string, broke when i was playing, so dumb -.-"

maybe i should start being a little philosophical... haha... about friendship

ok everyone has friends, even a bloody outcast like me has friends... i know for most of you friends seem closer to you than your family could ever be. i feel exactly that way.

i can tell my friends things i could never tell my parents, they wont understand. i feel like killing whenever they say things like "i understand how you feel" "i know what you're thinking" "dont think i dont know what you're up to"... i mean like seriously, how can they say such blatant lies? maybe they dont know it but i am a lot deeper than the rude rebellious son they have, that they favour less than their wonderfully gifted sisters...

which is why i seek comfort and refuge in talking and confiding in my friends, especially if they wholeheartedly agree with you and give you advice so that maybe your life wont be so crappy... that you should cheer up...

Everybody need a few true friends, people that will do their utmost help to do stuff, people to provide care that parents could never do. i dont know whether i have real true friends... but i can tell you. you know you are true friends with someone when you know that you can shout and scream at that person, beat him up, abuse him, and still know that at the end of it all, you will still be friends. you know you are true friends with someone that you can dont interact with them, watch them make new friends, and still know that you will be friends anyway. you know that you have a true friend in someone when you take him for granted and vice versa.

so pple, if you have true friends, treasure them, you wont be able to make it through school without them...


bleh