Mood: Sentimental
Music: Here without you by 3 Doors Down

ahhh new blogskin... new site...

the last url was totally irrelevant after a while... lol... and i wanted a new blogskin, but i got bored with browsing through all of them that i settled with this... so until i get a new blogskin... i'm stuck with this, or crappy minima black... like it? haha looks like fab's one i know =)

well i didnt do much today except stone around at home for the whole day until it was time for discipleship... second last session :'(

argh that means i have to talk about some kinda issue...

"I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me...."

never have i found a song that i can relate to so much... thanks kenneth for sending it to me =)

what exactly is love? are crushes and infatuations considered love? whats the difference between "loving" and "liking"? is the girl of my dreams really the one for me?... so many questions... all running through my head at night, i am an unsure person... thats why i seek the help of others...

nowadays i think i've had a definite upturn in terms of my cheerfulness and overall impression of life... if you can find a reason to live, hold on to it... if you find something worth living, worth waiting for, hold on to it... if you find a person whom you truly, deeply love, never let her/him go...

maybe i've become more open about my feelings about... her... i think its the songs she asked for... i've been listening to them a lot... just, so meaningful... so easy to relate to....

Beautiful soul by Jesse McCartney
40 kinds of sadness by Ryan Cabrera
Exit to exit by Ryan Cabrera
Here without you by 3 Doors Down
Let me go by 3 Doors Down

i've been listening to these songs, playing along the best i can, trying my best to sing. when i sing i sing to an invisible audience. whether i sing properly depends on who that invisible audience is, like during church worship i sing properly, when i'm playing love songs... i sing properly...

so to all of you out there who love or are loved... good luck =)