spent the day feeling crappy and sian and tired

the day was kicked off with crappy chapel in the uncomfortable boarding school dining hall which is, in my opinion possibly the worst place to house a school function. sigh? i think its stupid how some people just use topics which arent really the main point to argue their point. (read: hating comtemp music today while making a big fuss about hating it cause of the presence of drums.)

core math was one of those morale boosters where i was given a set of problems that i knew how to do. wow-wee

i think its quite stupid how people are still obsessed over doing HOMEWORK at this point of time where the exams are just TWO WEEKS away. like wth, esp lang arts a for that matter, and chinese (duh). i mean, its obviously okay to do the work if you use it to study for the exams and actually learn from it.

but some people just do it cause they've been psychoed into thinking that they must do homework regardless of how pointless it is. when i say pointless i mean that apart from not learning anything, doing these work contributes NOTHING to our final grade as the only thing taken into account in term 4 is our exam marks.

sheesh.

i was also pretty disgusted and annoyed by the way the class dissed eliel when he made an intellectual comment during lang arts a. like wtf... even those people that dont even know him did it. judging someone because you listen to the judgement passed by someone else indeed. not to mention that eliel is one of the more intellectual people in class (go ahead and laugh and scoff and go screw yourselves people who laughed today).

if you look down on someone cause you see him as being 'intellectually-retarded' then you should AT LEAST have the ability to identify and admire the exact opposite of what you look down on

obviously not the case is it?

okay i'm really sorry being so selfish and compromising your love fore my own personal amusement. sorry for being so insensitive, sorry for not appreciating you enough as you deserve, sorry for being a horrible friend to you.

sigh.