i know that i have no ambition in life... really, i cant think of what i want to be when i grow up, can tthink of what i want to do when i break free of the train track called school

but i have a dream

i dream that i will one day be a worship leader, leading the congregation as one voice to praise and worship and give thanks. the theme will be simply giving thanks and giving Him praise for all he's done in our lives. i will play the most meaningful songs, songs that truly speak of how indescribable, how no words can describe how much we should thank Him.

i will give thanks to God and to glorify God alone and not to anyone else or most of all, myself.

i dream that i will see people moved, i will see people's hands lifted involuntarily to God, i will see people touched by God while worshipping Him. i want to make them realise just how much God has done in their lives, like he has done in mine

i will make it not simply just a time of worship, a routinely task, but i will make it the greatest offering i could possibly give to God in return for all he's done for me. while i am worshipping i will feel as if there is nobody else near me but God. i want to thank God for everything, and everything. even things in the past like whats happening now, thank Him for bringing my family back safely, thank Him for watching over me and my sister as we stayed at home ourselves, thank Him for giving me relatives that care so much to the point of my irritation.

i dream that God will make a way for me in my unambitious life.

i think i'll try to make this dream a reality.