i was quite annoyed at the insensivity of my older sister today, here is my dad trying to plan a nice dinner for the family as a kind of last get together meal before my parents and younger sis go off to manchester tomorrow for a piano competition for a whole week, leaving me and my older sis to fen for ourselves.

and here is my older sis being uncooperative and not wanting to go out cause she wants to study, i think thats very selfish... so in the end we end up buying dinner back from parkway parade and having a regular sunday dinne.. sigh

it may be hypocritical of me to say this but i was quite angry at my older sis being so insensitive and seeing the importance of this dinner that my dad so lovingly wanted with good intentions.

*tears welling up here*

i just wonder, what if an accident have happened on their trip? what if they perished? and the last memory we would ever had was jsut a regular dinner, and the haunt that a precious family bonding time had been thrown away? it hurts me so to see sth like that happen, i think i shall try to be as cooperative as possible to my parents and return their love for me.

i'm really going to miss them over this week

*the first drop falls*