hmm okay after today's worship and band jam i have realised that i am horrigible at plucking and right hand muting... okay i shall try to improve and brush up on my n00bish skillzz :(

today's sermon was rather enlightening to me, rev kenneth huang touched once again on the topic of "many parts one body, many hearts one church"... he talked about how all of us should be equal and respect each other, and not be proud and consider others below us.

basically : dont be egotistical and have a superiority complex, if not we wont be able to function together properly as one church

haha after saying that the song "one voice" came to mind, i loved it so much during youth camp... so meaningful

"let us be one voice that glorifies your name, let us be one voice declaring that you reign, let us be one voice in love and harmony, and we pray o God, grant us unity"

*chills* oh well i shall attempt to talk about egotistical people without sounding ranty... quite impossible but please pardon :S

well its one thing to know your strengths and be proud of them, but its entirely different to know them and boast and brag about them... and put other people down. (disclaimer for kenny: if you think i'm guilty of the whole guitar ego please refer to the first sentence thanks) ego is defined as having an exxagerated sense of self importance, and with that comes looking down on other people as a free gift (or curse, however you want to put it)

i have been the victim of the ego of many people, so i of all people should know how hurting it is to be put down. on another hand its good cause my self esteem is destroyed so theres no way i can become egotistical

thanks (?!?!?)

oh well i shant rant but i think certain people should actually be aware that they are treating other people (no not just me) like dirt, both in terms of intellect and usefulness

i'm a lot smarter than you think i am, and if you laugh or gag or think i am talking rubbish then you can go to hell

hmm now thanks to chris i am suddenly reminded of the life changing play i participated in in sec one... loved it so much and missed it dearly

"cause you are special in every single way,
and i love you just as much no matter what they say.
with every heartbeat every little breath,
i love you so so trust e when i say that, you are special"

"so keep on smiling through these troubled times,
hand in my hand we'll take each day,
theres no one else who can keep us apart,
if you let me into your heart"