Mood: bleargh...
Music: In Too Deep by Sum 41

bahrgh, so sian, dumbass common tests.... i got a LOT to firm up on -.-"

today had a crappy start as i had to come to school myself. wow sounds so spoilt right... fine maybe it is but i live at THE OPPOSITE END OF SINGAPORE from acs and didnt have enough beauty sleep...

fine i'm a spoilt brat, now shaddap and dont criticise

which explains my attitude toward that stupid suseela at the start of the day. there's something terrible SIAN about seeing a huge chunk of period, even if its like math.... so today was pretty crappy, as it was BIG CHUNK day and to cap it all off....

THE FIRST BIG CHUNK IS LANG ARTS B

wth... see that short fat brown crap walking into the room.... so dissing, dont even feel like greeting her, then she woof woof at me, then say something really DUMB

SS (stupid suseela): *bangs duster on table* BANG BANG
SS: if the magnet on the back of the duster falls off it is NOT my fault
eric: oh and why?
SS: because you are so noisy and it makes me bang it
eric: no one said you had to bang the duster
SS: you shut up

damn her to hell....

at least c math was enlightening, nice change from the SS haha ^^"

crap its demoralising when you dont understand in class then you're afraid to ask a question to clarify because everybody will complain and think you're a retard for not knowing. -.-"

physics.... amazing how we all wish that he would TEACH... then when he does we all freak out and go crazy....

or maybe it was just me

ah well... i suppose one of these days i'll just go and consult mr jason chan, clarify stuff and... stuff! yeah...

chemmy chem chem...

quite nice as i begin to see the way through the dumbass questions he gave us

need to consult bill chia too

OOP: bill chia PWNz jhon at arm wrestling just like jason chan PWNz kenny and kaijun ^^"

chinese was dumb as i got barked at for doing my inequals practice during class.... bah, looks like any attempts to make the lesson actually USEFUL is not allowed.

how ironic

pc was spent releasing my built up hyperness throughout the day, band has to split :'(

Phuan Siew Khoon is a bitch, which is why i dont greet her in the morning, i say good morning sir and stop there, whee how childish right -.-"

Our classroom is so damn stuffy in the morning that walking into it is like.... walking into a SAUNA

Our air con is retarded and so freaking UNCOOL... pun NOT intended -.-"

common tests are looming and i am getting rather stressed out cause my foundation is so WEAK because sec one and sec two i was super stupid and slacked my ass off and got mediocre marks....

i shall only blog when i feel like it until the exams are over

bleh

Mood: blahdi blahdi blah...
Music: none...

ok thought i'd blog early today to allow myself more uninterrupted mugging time...

agenda for the day:
-mug first 3 ke of chinese
-try to understand chem
-read up on chem concepts that i dont understand
-and of course... blog

today's core math was totally demoralising.... i only did the first two questions and i freaked out... the first question was core math, second was adv math... i am so gonna die for math... or maybe its just mr azmi setting the questions too hard...

SIGH

chinese typically retarded and unconstructive... i realised that there is no point complaining about she not teaching us the ke that is going to be tested because she teaches NOTHING... like reading through the ke and highlighting the words that are ALREADY IN THE CHI YU SHOU CE.... so dumb

XSH is an incompetent teacher and a waste of food and water

chem was... okay, at least i got the map thing... helped a lot, but i still need to understand how to apply the concepts... gah

ihs was retardedly redundant, good thing that stupid lee gek kim wasnt there and that it gave me time to do up my chem assignment and clarify some doubts although kaijun was too busy discussing with ian and daoing me...

bleh

used lang arts a to do quite a lot of trigo problems from that huge stack that mr azmi gave us... practicing really does help ya know...

adv math was interesting but i'd like it if we kinda stopped learning about matrices and focus on the common tests cause i am SCREWED

kk break over gtg go try and get myself in a work mood...

bye

Mood: sigh....
Music: Rain Down by Planet Shakers

wah... this song is just so meaningful... just by singing along you can get that chill... best thing since with every breath ^^"

today had a crappy start as i woke up late to go to church early (how ironic) -.-"

church worship was decent.... DECENT -.-"/^^"

sermon was both engaging and interesting... ^^"

stupid daryl and kenny put aside church to do r&j... -.-"

i do practically ZERO work today -.-"

i have not started on my leadership reflections in the reading journal and i dont give a shit -.-"

exam are looming, i know i should be studying, but i just dont know what to do -.-"

in an attempt to cheer myself up: i got an external drive with 40GB of space (400% my c drive space) oh fine.... i shall smile ^^"

^^": 3 (6)
-.-": 5 (-5)
-.-"/^^": 1 (1)

2/18

what can i say....

-.-"

Mood: DOH....
Music: Touching Heaven Changing Earth by Hillsong

okay first let me explain my mood... i just finished watching the amazing race... taped duh.... i have come to a conclusion:

GRETCHEN IS A RETARD

like wth... she should have just DIED in that stupid cave and then we will be spared from her cocked up voice... like its even more irritating than the BB's.... and i dont care if like lynn and alex are gay... they make good entertainment.... and no sean they are NOT my favourite team... -.-"

blah so much to blog about so you can just read daryls blog for details about yesterday since i cant remember as too many things went on.... not like daryl's blog is detailed anyway... ^^"

anyway kenny came over to my house for like 45 MINUTES... wow so much to do in 45 minutes... stupid airpork -.-"

bah today was cocked up as i try unsuccessfully to do my work cause i ran outta foolscap for math and stupid chem is so freaking confusing that even after trying to do it THRICE i still cant understand the cock -.-"

got a tuner... wow ^^"

^^": 2 (4)
-.-": 3 (-3)

1/10

bleh cock day

Mood: delirious ;)
Music: Free by Hillsong

and if i had wings i would fly,
cause all that i need, you are
and if the world caved in around me,
to you i'd still hold on
cause you're all that i believe,
and the one who created me
Jesus, because of you
I'm free

wah this song rocks... been jamming to it like mad, we better play it the next time we have a meeting ;) theres a lot to blog about today...

chinese was stupid and dumb -.-"

Pe rocked... got A for both shuttle run and sit ups... gotta go retest my stupid standing broad jump and sit and reach hahah ^^" ^^" (one each for both shuttle run and sit ups)

soccer was fun, didnt feel as useless as i usually do ^^"

IHS was redundant but it was hilarious as elliots twisted logic entertained us all... ^^"

Lang Arts B was useless... but as usual it was turned off topic and became entertaining... slept during it though, super tired ^^"

C math was kinda baffling as usual but easy enough to understand ^^"

Chem was a let down as i was so looking forward to the lab session... oh well... but chem was fun anyway -.-"/^^"

PC was actually constructive as we told jason chan how we really felt about the class and everything... i shared my dream:

"my dream would be that all the walls will be carpeted and the floor matresses. and we can lie down during lessons and listen and be allowed to fall asleep whenever we feel like it. all bossy rule enforcing prefects will be put to immediate death. and we shall also be able to show open dislike towards any teacher we hate without any consequences of punishment. especially during contact time... *dont worry sir its not you* basically my dream is that there will be no rules and we will be free to do whatever we like. "

how true... ^^"

ARJUN HATES PHUAN!!! FINALLY SOMEONE ELSE WHO HATES THE BB!!! ^^"

after pc i went to eat lunch then went to library to do work and kill time by playing cyberac to wait for mr azmi's jogging appointment at five ^^"

sidetrack: when i was lingering around in the staffroom waiting, my joseph wong decided to screw around a little

joseph wong: ERIC! you're stalking me right!
eric: huh?! WHAT?!
joseph wong: dont lie, i have noticed you stalking me all day... *calls other teacher* see this boy? he's been stalking me right?
other teacher: yes i saw him
joseph wong: SEE?!
eric: what?! i'm waiting for mr azmi!
other teacher: thats what they all say....
joseph wong: stop stalking me eric
*mr azmi comes along*
joseph wong: azmi! he's been stalking me claiming to be looking for you...
eric: I AM!!!
joseph wong: SEE!! open confession
eric: i meant the part about waiting fr mr azmi! sir, tell them that i'm not stalking him
mr azmi: but you are what...
eric: -.-"

LOL ^^"

well... guess what? mr azmi forgets to bring his running attire and we cant jog... haha so we just go straight to eat dinner on our way out of school we saw joseph wong and the other teacher. mr azmi winds down the window to say bye bye

joseph wong: SEE!! I KNEW HE WAS STALKING ME!!!

DOH ^^"

ate dinner at secret recipe o.0 expensive... must pay mr azmi back... talked about stuff like how to excel at math and his view on students... albeit some funny comments...

mr azmi: eat your salad eric
eric: no i dont like to eat salad
mr azmi: its not salad... its chicken!
eric: it is NOT
mr azmi: oh yes it is, it looks like veg but it is actually chicken
eric: its veg!
mr azmi: how you know you never try it right?
eric: cause chicken isnt green and leafy with a slice of tomato and onion?
mr azmi: this is chicken, see? its calling out to you to tel you that its chicken, but you cant hear because its high pitched, only dogs can hear, and math teachers
eric: and what do dogs and math teachers have in common?
mr azmi: we are both long suffering...

LOL ^^"

sigh school was actually quite sian today for the most part of it... proves that your time spent in school doesnt need to be good to make it a good day!

^^": 12 (24)
-.-": 1 (-1 )
-.-"/^^": 1 (1)

24/26.... great day, forgot all the bad things

^^"

Mood: bleargh
Music: Burn by Planet Shakers

gah sian... stupid chemmy... HOMEWORK ARGH -.-"

chinese was dumb and retarded -.-"

geog and bio slack period for an hour and twenty mins ^^"

screwed around in simon lai's class ^^"

morons daryl kept hitting me in the balls... retard -.-"

got damn pissed and flared up -.-"

physics prac was unconstructive and pointless but the equipment was fun to fool around with -.-"/^^"

ihs was dumb but was like a free period ^^"

core math was quite fun but the stupid 2.14 posers kept making so much bloody noise and azmi got pissed for the THIRD time this year -.-"

fps was fun and rather annnoying and demoralising as mr azmi showboated his prowess at the guitar and morons kept koping my stuff -.-"/^^"

stupid guitar lesson was too slow for me -.-"

-.-" : 6 (-6)
^^": 3 (6)
-.-"/^^": 2 (2)

day rating: 2/22

what a great day -.-"

Mood: WHEE
Music: All Day by Hillsong

whoo going crazy.... if i'm not careful i'm gonna strum so hard that i'll break my strings ^^"

assembly was crap with stupid drong talking a whole loada bullshit... followed by the increasingly irritating voice of that stupid bitch phuan... retarded crap -.-"

anyway adv math was fun if not utterly confusing with all the stupid log crap -.-"/^^"

chinese, nuff said, full of crap but it was fun cause sitting next to daryl and writing nonsense in his textbook hahaha -.-"/^^"

pe... crap... failed standing broad jump and missed a C for sit and reach by ONE cm... gahrghs... pfftftf... -.-"

C math was enlightening as usual ^^"

Chem too ^^"

OOOH LANG ARTS A.... okok most of the period was me acting like a slut with the voice of edna mode(?)/ the way they spoke in white chicks... its ALL KENNY'S FAULT... ok it went sth like this:

kenny: chris smells like chlorine
eric: you SMELLED her?!
kenny: no you moron.. all swimmers smell like chlorine
daryl: kenny smells like chlorine
eric: WTH why are we discussing how pple smell?
daryl: cause its fun?
kenny: cause we're bored?
eric: FINE... *grabs innocent kevin hanging around*... *slut voice* eeew you stinky man you smell like COW POO... FARM BOY... i dont like farm boys... they're all dirty and smelly... HEY LET GO OF MY HAND YOU'RE SPOILING MY MANICURE....

and so it goes on and on.... and getting continually whacked with those dodgy newpapers... ^^" ^^" ^^" ^^" ^^" ^^"

physics was actually constructive... ^^"

chem prac was fun even though i faked my results ^^"

art was fun and my art piece actually looked NICE ^^"

i just cut my hair so now i look like a twit -.-"

theres no homework and my in folder is empty ^^"

^^" count: 13 (2 point each)
-.-" count: 3 (-1 point each)
^^"/-.-": 2 (1 points each)

well... 28 out of a possible 36.... not bad day at all...

HAH THATS ORIGINAL!!!

^^"

Mood: BLEH
Music: What you've done for me by Planet Shakers

whoo planet shakers rocks... full of crazy songs that i can play along to and go mad! bwahahahha

avalon rocks too btw ^^" pity i only have four songs with a few more on download process

school was typically monday... SIAN

adv math was fun albeit confusing and frustrating

chem was constructive

lang arts b retarded

IHS was dumb

actually it was just that dumb fugly b!+(# lee gek kim... like wth lah, is it a REQUIREMENT for teachers to be bitchy adn wear a perpetual frown on their faces? i think NOT?!?!

lang arts a was.. EXHAUSTING

physics was unconstructive until the five minute crash course at the end

ride home was... entertaining as a product of my boredom

bye bye

Mood: SIANZ
Music: Everything to me by Planet Shakers/Avalon

bahrgh

church was fun lah... yay the outing pushed backwards even more... goody

jamming not really up to expectations but fun nonetheless... blah we had like ZERO contemp songs lah.. gahrgh

stoning at comm since i got home

dont feel like doing stupid homework

bleh

Mood: sigh...
Music: Evermore by Hillsong

ok today started with ding, kaijun, kevin and darren coming over to my house to do our romeo and juliet play... pretty hilarious ^^'

actually come to think of it nothing much was done today except that i got a cable to connect my cd player to my amp which means that i can jam with the songs as if i'm a member of the band!!! w00tness...

bahrgh my stupid pen seems to be able to write on any surface EXCEPT the one i'm currently writing on... jinxed crap... good thing is only cost me 80 cents...

anyway today i started thinking about the different genres of christian music, and the controversy between them...

is there really much of a difference? if you put aside all the instruments, the tone, the pace, everything... isnt it the same thing? they all worship God. so why is there the controversy over contemporary songs not being as meaningful or losing its meaning? if you want to worship the Lord, it doesnt matter how you do it, and in that way you my as well do it the way you want to and derive enjoyment from it. so i think its really dumb that SOME pple absolutely REFUSE to sing contemporary songs for some irrational reason and dumb logic... -.-"

you know who you are

bahrgh everyone that came to my house kept sneezing and stuff...

ciao

Mood: dammit (AGAIN)
Music: That thing you do by The Wonders

bahrghwelostrugbythatmeansthatwedontgetaholidaydammit...

ahh i found out that *GASP*...

MR ALVIN TAN READS MY BLOG!!! AAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGHHH!!! he's gonna use wdv i say and blackmail me... bahrgh

school today was good and would be excellent if not for the DOUBLE CHINESE PERIOD OF DOOM like wth lah, stupid b!+c#...

paper ball war saga continues with the introduction of a new type of ammunition known as the BIG ASS BALLS... lol... stupid prefags... ahhahaha

lang arts b corrupted as usual... core math was fun

rugby finals was dumb but wasnt too bad

-.-"

Mood: dammit...
Music: Breathing by Yellowcard

bah just found out that rugby finals got postponed... a good ponning put to waste

SIGH

school was fun as there was no chinese, and lang arts b got disrupted and turned amusing as usual, and lang arts a was fun as the discussion was so boring...

core math just gets more and more hilarious as the days go by...

physics typically useless with stupid 3D RIPPLE TANK nonsense... notice that all the scientific programs (GSP, 3D ripple tank) as SUPER FUN TO FOOL AROUND WITH... ahahhah

guitar class was kinda of a morale booster as it was a practical test and all the aunties in my class got OWNED by.... me (hahahahah hao lian again ^^") and this other aunty called Christine o.0...

w00t

bahrgh... gotta go practice the solo part of that thing you do... still sounds like crap..

tatat

Mood: hgsaghksdgkhsdgk
Music: That thing you do by The Wonders

haha the song rox... been playing it like crazy ^^"

today was crappy as usual, maybe the school's trying to change the image that MONDAY is bad and make tuesday even worse than monday.

stupid phuan barked at us in the morning about our assembly behavior... like wdv lah, who cares... i dream of the day where she becomes so unbearable that someone grabs her and throws her off the railing, yvonne lim can join her too -.-"

pe was really crappy... ran like shit... must go and retest if i even want a chance at getting a silver -.-"

i suck at standing broad jump

chem seems to be getting better and better, particularly cause i actually UNDERSTAND how to do the work... like OMS/OMC... o.0

discussion for lang arts was crap, crap score cause i didnt say anything as i was like damn sian...

physics was typically useless and today was shocking as we realised that we are SCREWED for our common test cause jason chan has taught us ZERO, NADA, ZILCH, SQUAT... wdv

art was cocked up, as usual

stupid rugby finals tmr, gonna find some way to pon cause i dont wanna miss my guitar lesson -.-"

bahrgh

Mood: bahrgh
Music: Only One by Yellowcard

haha i got boliao and played that song with every one of my picks... so that about... 10 times?

school was nonsense cause everyone kept calling me haolian and crap liddat.. well... how can you pple say that i'm bloody ego judging by how humble i am... you pple should try to be almost as humble as me cause there's no way anyone can be as humble as i am...

-.-"

school was actually rather fun except for chinese

duh

i love my guitar haha, so stupid pple dont you dare insult it....

bah

Mood: OH YEAH...
Music: never knew an acoustic plug in could sound so much like an electric... ^^"

AAAAAAAARRRRRRGH!!!! I FINALLY GOT IT!!! YAYAYYAYAYAYYAYAYAYYAYAYAYYAYAYAYYAY!!!!

yay.

couldnt be bothered with the stupid shop so i went out and got myself an applause for $455 less 40%... thats $243 for you pple too lazy to calculate... so its a damn good deal.. thank you thank you... but i already have an applause...

lameness -.-"

so i like spent the whole day playing and playing and playing and playing and playing and playing and playing (and playing and playing and playing...)

until now...

gotta go... ^^"

Mood: Sian... and bloody dissed
Music: -STILL WAITING-

today's school was rather good, with lang arts b and core math being super hilarious... oh so we are WEIRD and life is like a CLAYPOT...

oh so there's been a DELAY in the shipment... i'd better get it by this sunday or i'll burn their bloody place down... cant i at LEAST get it by the 17?! not too much to ask is it?! retards.. -.-

have to write stupid resumme for ncc and do stupid pod and tmr theres stupid essay writing in chinese...

what a good day ahead

life is like a pissass, if the product is not shitty enough it's sure to piss you off

-.-" life sux

Mood: Dissed
Music: The soft humming from an amplifier...

bloody hell... super disappointed... the guitar i wanted just HAD to be out of stock today right? just HAD to be... damn the persont hat bought the last one, and the dealer's retarded too for only having one in stock at any time... -.-"

so i'm stuck with a bunch of accesories that i cant put to use

torture i tell you

school sucked

bye bye

just for the heck of it....

ONE MORE DAY

^^"

Mood: flustered
Music: I Dont Wanna Miss A Thing by Aerosmith

what can i say? mondays suck....

argh stupid xsh anyhow set us some retard crap.. not like she's gonna mark it properly right?

dun really feel like bloggin now... need to study for ting xie tmr cause the bitch assigned us THREE ke... so.. ya...

IM GETTING MY GUITAR ON WEDNESDAY

TWO MORE DAYS

cya all ^^"

Mood: ANGSTY (now sue me)
Music: Empty Apartment by Yellowcard

FIRSTLY I WOULD LIKE TO ADDRESS THE ISSUE OF MY HORRENDOUSLY MORONIC MOTHER. SHE CLEARLY SAID THAT SHE WOULD GET ME AN AMP AND A GUITAR IF I GOT 70+ FOR MY TERM AVERAGE. BUT JUST NOW AT DINNER GUESS WHAT?! SHE'S NOT GONNA GET ME AN AMP CAUSE OF THE "NEGATIVE" COMMENTS AND BASICALLY SAID THAT THE 71% DIDNT COUNT CAUSE MY POD GOT DAMN HIGH AND PULLED UP MY GRADE.

WHY THE F*** DOES IT MATTER AS LONG AS THE GRADE AVERAGE MEETS THE CRITERIA?! AND SHE JUST RETARDEDLY CAME UP WITH THE FACT THAT SHE SAID THAT SHE WOULD ONLY GET ME AN AMP IF MY GRADE WAS "VERY GOOD". WHAT THE HELL SHE ALREADY PROMISED AND SHE IS JUST MAKING SHIT UP...

MY MOM IS A BITCH, PERIOD.

ok now... today was a nice day apart from that crap shit...

julian, daryl and kenneth came to my church today, was kinda weird cause stupid julian refused to sing "i will not be shaken" cause it was a "contemporary" song...

-.-.. nuff said

oh and youth group was quite hectic cause our group was huge, chris didnt come cause she had to visit her grandpa's grave.. SIGH

after that i went guitar shopping with dad and paul (NO THE NICE AND MATURE PAUL)... was kinda cool discovering a place where the guitars are DIRT CHEAP... like $215 bucks for a jumpstart set including everything? WHOA... too bad didnt buy anything cause my stupid mom would have complained or some shit...

gah it was fun while it lasted....

bye

Mood: Sentimental
Music: Only One by Yellowcard

Broken this fragile thing now,
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces,
And I've thrown my words all around,
But I can't, I can't give you a reason,
I feel so broken up, and I give up,
I Just want to tell you so you know,

Here I go,
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
You are my only one, I let go,
Theres just no one who gets me like you do,
You are my only, my only one.

Made my mistakes let you down,
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long,
Ran my whole life in the ground,
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone,
And somethings breaking up, I feel like giving up,
I won't walk out until you know,

Here I go,
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
You are my only one I let go,
There's just no one who gets me like you do,
You are my only, my only one.

Here I go, so dishonestly,
Leave a note, for you my only one,
And I know, you can see right through me,
So let me go and you will find someone.

Here I go,
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
You are my only one, I let go,
Theres just no one, no one like you,
You are my only.

My only one (x4)
You are my only, my only one.

I know its somewhat of an old song... but i find that the lyrics are actually very meaningful, maybe its sth to do with listening to the acoustic version of the song not so noisy and the words are emphasized more, no offence to the original version.

out of point: this song was written by the lead singer about his recent breakup with his girlfriend... go figure

today was my mum's birthday, i think for once, we actually had a nice time as a family and i think its was the best birthday my mum ever had... sigh...

in the afternoon i went to yamaha to check out the guitars... i realised that yamaha stuff are both expensive and crap... i'll just have to wait for paul (worship leader) to bring me out and shop for guitars properly...

tmr kenny, julian and daryl are coming to my church.. yay i actually brought people to church, nice ^^" wah my youth group is gonna be flooded...

oh and my guitar string broke again.. SIGH

sigh theres nothing much to blog about today... i shall go and ponder about my life...

*ponders*

Mood: -.-
Music: Breathing by Yellowcard

blah stupid blogger had problem yesterday... nothing much happened except like shouting till my voice went hoarse during uyo and the last session of discipleship... so sad :'(

ahh this morning i slept till damn late cause it was raining and it was like damn shuang in bed haha... read calvin and hobbes comic book... ate breakfast at 1030, wished my mum happy birthday... using comm now.

kenny had this choice of either coming over today or going to church tmr... gaharg just go church tmr since theres not enough time left to do anything anyway...

oh and turns out my mum's gonna get me a new guitar but guess what? the guitar is only allowed to cost THREE HUNDRED AT THE MOST... wth lah.. this way the only semi electric i'm gonna be able to buy is the 285 dollar one at the place where i take my guitar lessons... not a bad guitar though... nice thin design whoo ^^"

argh i'm gonna be blogging later probably at night...

cya