Another crappy day...

Mood: Pretty depressed... life has no meaning
Sounds: All Day by Hillsong..... maybe it's just to prove my point about todays worship... *shrugs*

WAH!!! TODAY REALLY SUCKED LEH!!!

okok... stop yelling for now, started the day off BAD with CRAPPY worship on a CRAPPY piano with CRAPPY songs. Plus stupid Daryl standing next to me kept leaning over to say shit like "dont you just LOVE the piano?" I mean like... WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM MAN?! HERE I AM ALREADY PISSED OFF BY THIS SHIT, I POSTED A POST SAYING HOW MUCH I HATED CHAPEL'S WORSHIP.... AND YOU STILL WANNA PISS ME OFF SOMEMORE?! GET A LIFE DICK.... not to mention that Tan Boon Chui seems to have attained new levels of bitchiness...

After the classic case of crappy worship, we had to endure like 45 minutes of listening to a retarded speaker that seems to have his dick recently cut off with a butterknife.... i mean, i thought ferdinand quek was bad... then this guy comes along. At least ferdinand quek is able to captivate his audience... after CRAPPY speech, anouncements and all sorts of nonsense made me so bored that i decided to say, "i'm bored, i shall fantasize", when actually i meant i wanted TO FREAKING SLEEP!!! then stupid daryl and kenneth came up with this retarded porn story involving xsh, beeping, francis soo, doctor ong and FANNY TAN. OH MY SON WHAT THE HELL?! LIKE WHAT SHE WORE ON CHINESE NEW YEAR WASNT OBSCENE ENOUGH?!

CRAPPY chapel over, core math starts, now you know the day really sucks when the lesson that you've been counting on to be a GOOD lesson turns out to be SCREWED UP. No offense to Azmi of course, just my incompetence at understanding what he was teaching, it's REALLY FRUSTRATING.... it's like, core math is so retarded, it's SO SIMPLE ITS DIFFICULT!!! like, it's a whole long shit just to solve a really simple problem, plus the stuff taught would hardly be applied in real life...

Recess... then XSH... nothing much to be said, just usual BITCHING about, not to mention stupid fish not allowing me to join his bloody zhuan ti zuo ye group, it's so damn irritating when pple dont give you a CHANCE to even prove yourself, they just CONDEMN YOU BECAUSE OF ONE BLOODY SCREW UP.... ever heard of the fact that THINGS actually change over TIME?! anyway, you all know i really cant do the zhuan ti zuo ye by myself, so if no one wants to help me... i'm really F***ED.

Depressed during chem cause the stuff was rathe confusing but mostly because of what happened during chinese. During IHS things seemed to lighten up a little, mini tagboard thing on foolscap was a great idea, except when daryl and kenneth started using chrissie to piss me off... i mean, it's not fair to insult someone at the expense of another... especially THAT someone...

oh well... at least the two of them suceeded in making me feel like such a bloody loser, the rejection and daoing came back to haunt me, nothing happened on sunday.... at least adv math was fun... it's my new favourite subject now...

MRT ride home was fun until fabriz left, then daryl and kenneth started attacking me again about you-know-who.... then had to wait for FIFTEEN MINUTES AT BLOODY KEMBANGAN STATION JUST SO THAT MY MOM WOULD PICK ME UP. IN THE BLAZING HEAT!!!

blah... it really was another crappy day... mom yelling at me cause i didnt hear her calling me to come down for dinner because i was playing to hillsongs and didnt hear anything... maybe if i didnt let daryl and kenneth do all that shit to me i would feel better... sigh... at least i can always come back here. it's like my thought keeper... sorry for all the long posts, but it's reflective on the amount of thoughts i have bottled up in my head, and i just have to let them out...